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December 1st, 2008

Kawawa ka naman. tsk.

manoelster was lost in reality at 07:03 PM on December 1, 2008 in public hair, blog-love, dumbness.

I don't really want to make your entry an issue on my life. Ooops, I'm using the english grammar, w/c I suppose is owned by you. Actually I feel so sad you, I pity you and I feel that you really need to go to the psych. By the way I have 10% discount in paying hospital bills, Would you mind if i share it to you. Ay sumosobra na paggamit ko sa wikang Ingles. Sige na magtatagalog na ako, Nakakahiya kasi sa MAY-ARI ng English Language. Una sa lahat kasi hindi ko alam kung sinasabi mo eh. At para sayo di bagay sayo maghapon. Eh mas FEELER ka nga. Pilipino ka tapos gagamit ka ng hapon? How silly. Buti sana, kung bagay eh kaso nagumukha ka lang ewan. Which really bothers me. Ops! bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan SAPUL o mas masama baka magka BUKOL pa!1136.gif

Una sa lahat, hindi ko ginusto maging web designer. At hindi ako web designer. Consider me as a webman na minsan inidolo ka. Pero totoo pala, kung sino pa pala ang iniidolo mo, yun pa ang mananakit sa iyo. Alam mo may payo ako sa iyo, Kung laos ka na diyan sa pinapasukan mo, at hindi ka na mapagUSAPAN, Naiintindihan ko na ang motive mo. Gusto mong gumawa ng ingay para bumalik ka sa pagiging POPular mo. Pero nalalaos ka lang eh. Wa epek actually. At mas nagmumukha ka ngang PLASTIK sa ginagawa mo, Actually para na nga rin yang PangbabackSTAB eh. Pero naiintindihan pa rin kita kasi siguro wala kang mabuhusan ng galit mo at napili mo ako. Which is OK, Engels' 3rd stage of Grieving is Anger.

Pati wag kang mag alala, Oo minaliit mo ako. Fine, magaling ka sa lahat at minamani mo lang ang ginagawa ko. Sige na sayo na lahat. At wag kang mag-alala dahil at least ako mga totoong nominations, awards at totoong tropeo, ang natatanggap ko na ibig sabihin pinaparangalan nila ang mga gawa ko. Huwag kang mag-alala minsan pahihiramin kita. Baka kasi wala ka non eh. Nakakalungkot namang simulan ko ang Disyembre ko ng ganito. Na may umaaway sa akin.266.gif

Nahiya na tuloy akong mag-Ingles, baka mabasa niya ulit post ko, tapos gagawa siya ng counter post niya, criticizing my grammar. And by the way kahit bobo ako, marunong din naman ako mag-ingles. I can state my name in english. Dapat nga mas mag aral ka mag-ingles. Tignan mo kala kung sino ka, eh tinalo ka naman ng kaibigan ko sa essay writing contest noon. Kahit nagsabuwatan pa kayo ng adviser ko at yung kaibigan ko iniichepwera lang, eh siya pa rin nanalo. Sorry ahh, di niya kasing sinasadyang gumamit ng mas profound and not so complicated english words.276.gif

Pati ba't ba ang init ng dugo mo sa akin ha? It's been 2 years simula nung huli tayong nagkita. Alam mo bang masamang magalit. It constricts your heart vessels resulting from stress leading to Myocardiac Infarction o Kamatayan. Nagbabasa ka ba ng mga journals ng PNP, nakita mo ba ako doon, kashakehands at katabi si PNP GENERAL  Versoza. Feeler ba yun?1441.gif Eh mas feeler nga sila. Biruin mo General versus me a nobody? Eh ikaw musta ka? Kung paninira lang naman ang usapan, siguro sapat na ang mga alam ko para makasabay ka sa panggagago eh. Kaya lalo lang akong naaawa sayo, hindi ako naiinis eh. Sayang Ok ka panaman sana, pero mas masahol ka pa sa kapapanganak na leon na gustong dumede sa Ina niya, at dahil hindi siya pinansin, ayun NAGWALA. At naniniwala talaga ako sa KARMA. Tested ko na kasi siya. Lahat ng nanggagago sa akin, ayun nagagago din. Kasalanan ko ba kung malakas ako sa itaas?.

Hayaan mo pagdarasal ko na magkaroon ka ng peace of mind. At Salamat na rin dahil kala ko yung English teacher ko lang ang susuway sa paggamit ko ng Ingles, yun pala may ordinaryong tao na mas supreme pa sa pinakamagaling mag INGLES ang susuway sa akin. SALAMAT. AT nawa ngayong darating na PASKO maiintindihan natin kung ano ang halaga ng Pagbibigayan. Advance Merry Christmas na lang sayo. At wag kang mag alala nasa dagat lang ang mga Pisces, lumalangoy ng malaya, walang problema kundi ang along humahampas lamang. Hindi rin ako magtataka kung may nagtatraydor sa yo eh.! hehehe. peace

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Greetings from...

Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 04:20 PM on December 1, 2008 in Music... as a piece of stickied illusion.

I just got A Rocket To The Moon's "Greetings from..." EP

How cute. [:

Oh and also...Hello December!

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Here's a song for you, lovely.

Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 12:45 PM on December 1, 2008 as a piece of stickied illusion.

Thanksgiving break is done.

I definitely had fun being at home with my friends and family...but I am glad to be back in my dorm again with my glowing Christmas lights!

 

In 2 weeks, finals will be over and done with and my sister and I will be on a plane to the Philippines. It'll be an exciting Winter Break. [:

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November 30th, 2008

Lost My Voice.

Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 05:35 PM on November 30, 2008 as a piece of stickied illusion.

I'm pretty sure that I temporarily lost my voice playing Catch Phrase because I can't talk right now, but I'll probably be fine tomorrow. It's an intense game...seriously.

And I just said bye to 3 of my best friends who I probably won't see till next year (2009).

Agghhh. ]:

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Strangers

Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 05:20 AM on November 30, 2008 as a piece of stickied illusion.

What an off weekend. Lots of ups and downs.

Just trying to keep up with everything, I guess.

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November 29th, 2008

Young love, passera

crystal_sapphire was lost in reality at 08:49 PM on November 29, 2008.

Your time is short, and you are too green. You are full of emotions. Young love run free. Enjoy the moment, as mostly, young love, as sad as it is for me to say. Your love. It wouldn’t last forever.

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...And then we'll say goodbye.

Cheryl_Ann was lost in reality at 05:00 PM on November 29, 2008 in Friendsies! :] as a piece of stickied illusion.

I guess this Thanksgiving weekend didn't go to waste after all.

I had an amazing after-Thanksgiving lunch with Sarah, finished that ridiculous thousand-word paper on time, and I got to hang out and go bowling with the best of the best friends.

Alright then.

 

 

Goodnight?

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On Jealousy and Opportunity Costs

anokaya was lost in reality at 04:45 PM on November 29, 2008.

Sometimes I envy my peers. I know quite a few people my age who are achieving A LOT, A LOT and they seem to know exactly what they want and how to get it.

I have an acquaintance studying in Harvard Business School, friends seemingly living the life in Singapore, a former ukay-buddy now turned global jetsetter and academician extraordinaire.

And it's not so much what they have achieved as having the clarity of mind and the guts to go after what they want. I'm sure their path in life has been peppered with challenges and uncertainties as well, but they still trudged on. I, on the other hand, am floundering in limbo and is miserable in the process.

Sureeee, I am cheerful and happy. And God knows, I live a very colorful life--at least, more colorful than the average. But sometimes, there's this little voice in me that tells me: it's not enough. Something's missing. Just what, I do not know...

And maybe I should just jump. Take a leap of faith. Do something extremely uncharacteristic of me. Take a 9-to-5 structured, corporate job and see where it leads. Apply for work abroad and leave all my safety-nets behind. Maybe I should, just to test my character.

But I'm too scared, and I'm wondering if it's too much, too soon. Which leads me back to a cycle of anxiety and indecisiveness.

With a whole world of choices ahead of me, shouldn't I feel blessed? How come I feel so scared? Of mistakes, failure, regret. 

Never has the word opportunity cost meant so much. Currently, it is the specter that haunts my waking life. *brrr*

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Onto some good news, I absolutely loved Toastmasters last night. I am happy I joined. Thanks guys!

 

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